memos

Dr. Horok assures me that D.’s nipples are in no danger.  She appears to be in pain when the weights are put on but that is simply due to shame and shock.  She can handle 150g per nipple if she is worked up to it gradually.  The Dr. is designing multi-burred claws which grasp at more points.  These should work better than the current clips which do little except compress the nipple unidirectionally.

What is this film of D. sitting on a block of ice and doing nothing?  We should not waste our time on such ridiculous ideas.  Also the film of her picking tomatoes.  Do you really think this will sell?

Tsoa has to be told to persevere if D. starts crying during a pose.  She has been naked for only a month and we will have to expect these spells now and then, for some time.  Either opt for a more “modest” pose at first, or just wait.  She will get used to it.  I am told this happened last week when the first pose called for spreading her legs.  This was a bad idea.  It is no wonder she closed her legs shut, rolled into a ball, and even covered her bare feet with her hands as she started praying.

Since she is no longer allowed shoes her feet must be made tough so as to be able to tread any surface.  Gingerly picking her way through that rock climbing shoot was not attractive and looked almost comic.  Dr. Horok recommends installing pebbly paths throughout the village designed just for her.  The time and expense of installation will be slight.  The pebbles will start out smooth and be replaced on a weekly basis with gradually sharper ones.

Kanto has been working out very well as our mole in the parish office.  You may be amused to find that Fr. Pierre has written a special prayer for D.  It is to be said when she feels especially ashamed, perhaps during posing when her friends or relatives pass by.  It goes: “Dear Lord, I am a modest girl and do not wish to be naked to the world.  Please give me the strength to endure, to be clothed in your gracious mercy, and to draw strength from the approach of the day when I can once again be allowed to cover myself.  Please forgive my tormentors, for they know not what they do.”  Imagine!  “Forgive”!!

It has been decided to progress to explicitly sexual themes because that market is so much more lucrative.  It will have to be done very gradually.  This is a very pious, modest virgin who has already been traumatized by public nudity.  I did not need Dr. Horok to tell me that further traumatization would lead to a psychotic break which would render her useless for our purposes.

D. will have to sleep and live in the special hut provided, monitored by Cadet Orimbato so that we can be sure she is always kept away from any kind of clothing or footwear.  I know there has been debate about this but I think this is the best course.  Her parents, as always, will blame themselves.  How stupid Catholics are!  They pray and pray for forgiveness as if their daughter’s misfortune is somehow due to something they did.  Anyway there is nothing to prevent them from visiting whenever they wish.  Her mother is a dressmaker which perhaps partly explains what is going on in their heads.

This is not the first time I have told you that you are going too fast.  This girl has to be handled carefully, gently.  Do not attempt anal penetration until an enema has been done.  Also use the smallest dildo possible, at least at first.  Similarly, a douche should be done before the first vaginal dildo.  I don’t object to marking up the enema bag so that the viewer thinks she is being filled with tabasco, or cold beer, or bleach, so long as it is really only water.  We absolutely do not want to do any physical damage, outside or inside.

It has been noticed that D.’s friends and relatives sometimes attend a shooting so that afterward they can hug her and comfort her.  I do not see any danger in this.  Her mental health, as I’ve said before, must be maintained.  Her parents never attend, probably because it is too hard for them to watch.  In time I believe they will accept it.

I do not share your concern about taking her out to the savannah next week for that scene where she pretends to escape by running away from the camera.  Yes, she can try to escape for real, but where can she run to, naked and barefoot?  There is no one around for miles and even if she finds a road, the roads are patrolled by our people.  Also she knows there are rattlesnakes.

I hereby veto Tsiry’s idea of erecting a large cross facing the church and tying D. to it, like Jesus, when services are held.  I know these stupid French have come to think of her as a Christ figure, paying for their sins -- the opiate of the masses! -- but this is going too far.  We do not want to provoke them unduly.  Provision 1 has been effective but the French imperialists greatly outnumber us natives in the village and might in anger coalesce into a mob.

I am not the only one to notice a recent listlessness in D.’s “performances”.  We cannot have a situation where she is losing her spirit.  Despite precautions, suicide is always possible.  Therefore I am ordering a feasibility study of Zava’s idea of rescue rumors, to be leaked to the French in subtle ways.  Asara, you are in charge.  Form a five-man committee and report in one week.  Bakoly will make available to you any resources you need.  We benefit from the fact that nobody has been able to transmit to the outside world so as to give the location of the village.  The only 2-way radio set belonged to Fr. Pierre and Major Kaloina destroyed it as soon as his troops took over. Long live the Revolution!

Dr. Horok assures me that there is no danger to D.’s anus or rectum.  It is true that she seemed in agony, and the people in the square were horrified, but it was because what was being invaded was not so much her anal orifice but her (and their) chaste sensibilities.  Tell Khu to increase the length to 12 cm and the radius to 1.5 cm, by stages.

Our instructions when taking over were to avoid killing any of these former colonists.  However I do not have discretion to forego execution if there is treason.  Some of the ex-officials have taken to viewing Tsoa’s photo sessions from afar in small groups.  Kanto believes that this is a pretext and they are actually getting together to talk in code.  Tsoa should, if possible, arrange sessions in more public places, with more foot traffic, so that these conversations can be overheard more anonymously.

No, no, no.  Sexual contact with men is still off the table and I think will always be.  It would create international law issues which our Revolution wishes to avoid.  However female tongues to nipples, vagina and anus might be considered.  Ask Fela about this. Also I will make an inquiry to the Taiost Liaison Committee.  I hear it is full of lesbians.